Frustrations regarding 日本語 (Japanese):
The only thing I can think about lately is Japanese and other languages and how I want to become really good at speaking them. But then my brain starts to hurt a lot and I want to curl up in a ball and cry. I talk to my Japanese friends and they are all so good at English ㅠㅠ I’m really jealous of all of them.
Also, I have another friend who is a 3rd year Japanese language student and she always tells our Japanese friends that she’s really bad, but then she has a full blown conversation with them in Japanese. And I’m just like…. stop…. you’re good. However, I can understand what she’s saying, I just wouldn’t know how to say it myself or anything.
Ahh, I’m just really sad because I want to speak to my Japanese friends in Japanese especially since I’m really comfortable with them now. But I just feel stupid because all I can say is really dumb stuff.